Tuesday, November 3, 2009

November's A Big Month, People

YOYOYO



Sorry I've been AWOL since september....but I've got this thing called university goin on haha...making like a TEENSY bit crazy.



Just a bit though.



I've got midterms coming out my ears, with essays, but this is an important month so I needed to stop by and fill you in. In the next 3 days I'll have actual posts on each of these things individually. But for now this shall be an overview.



First and foremost,

Today is November the 3rd. It's 6 years ago today that my uncle lost his year and a half long battle with lung cancer. He survived without a lung for nearly a year, and fought every step of the way for his family. You tought me how to play golf, and gave me my first and only set of clubs....golfing without you around doesn't really work anymore, I hope you understand. Because of you I can fight every day, and you're with me always. I love you. I remember.

~*~



It is also the most important day on Canada's calendar in the coming days. Yes, November 11, Remembrance Day. The day the guns fell silent, and to symbolize such a day, we in turn fall silent in thanks to the men and women who not only died for us then, but who are fighting and falling for us now. It's not a day for only the lost, but for those who came home, and who we're waiting for. There will be plenty more said in the coming days about this, but for now, Remember.



~*~



Next,

It's November. November is Diabetes month. Most don't know this, but it is in fact true. It's a month of education. Because I've said it before and I'll say it a thousand times more, knowledge is the only way we can beat this. I've recently come into contact with complications, but I'm optimistic. In 2009, what other option do I have? I didn't think so. So...pick up a paper, flip to the health section and spend 3 minutes of your bus ride, waiting room time, or coffee time reading about something that kills 4 out of every 5 who get it. Yes. It's still a top killer. Just because it's treatable doesn't mean it's fixed. We've got a lifeline, we're waiting on a cure. Educate yourself.



~*~



For my friends who are reading this, you'll notice that it's basically been a year since I started this....so much has happened since then, and I figured I'd give you a month in recap. Ready? And go.



I've been doing well in my classes, and my profs are amazing. My family here in Huntington is wonderful, so so so much love. Jenn's actually my roommate now - how freaking SWEET is that? Um...remember those butterflies I mentioned a long time ago? Yeah ahah..... =3 He's a wonderful guy, and he makes me so happy. He watches Disney with me, even romcoms, makes me a part of his life, and consciously wants to be a part of mine, and if that don't beat all....he loves me. He actually does.

Home is now here in the Bury, and courtice is where I live out of a suitcase. As sad as it sounds, it makes me happy. I love it. So very much.

I got to see my best friends when I went back for reading week, and there wasn;t enough time, I love them so much it hurts to be away from them so long. But that's the thing, I know they're never going to stop loving me back, so they'll always be there with me :3

Ummm....lots of new poetry, ohboy, and photography - Mike's dad leant me his Nikon before thanksgiving, and I'm hoping to use it again on the first real snowfall...yes we've had snow already, don't faint. I love it.

Famjam night this saturday! Movies, potluck, loved ones....it doesn't get better than this.

Until tomorrow, my loves,

Stephanie



~*~

love, LoVe, LOVE, lOvE, c r a z y love.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Four Years


Four years ago today my life was forever changed.


Four years ago today, my life as a child was ended.


Four years ago today, my life was ruined.


And four years ago today, my life was saved.


I say this, not to sound dramatic, or to demand attention. But merely to tell you what those first few hours of finding out you had an incurable disease felt like.


I also say this because since Type One Diabetes is TREATABLE, many forget that 4 out of every 5 die of heart disease or one of the countless other complications. Insulin's a lifeline, not a cure.


Four years ago I had no real grasp on what on earth diabetes even was. I knew it involved insulin, but was basically it, which is why I don't fault my friends and family who haven't got a clue. This is also why I've become an advocate for my disease. Yes I call it a disease. Not a 'condition', not a 'state', and it sure as hell isn't an 'illness'. Prettying it up doesn't do anything but make the person who doesn't have it feel better or less awkward, and only serves to make the diabetic more of an outcast because they can't call it like it is for fear of offending someone.


I think the whole idea should be to embrace it. It's NOT a bad thing. It's a different way of survival, but not by that much. I've met hundreds of Diabetics over the last four years through forums I've started and talks and such, and I can confidently say that we're normal human beings ^_^. And I, for one, am proud to carry my pen with me, because it ties me to generations of work, spirit, strength and hope that has carried other diabetics and will continue to do so until a cure is found.


It's been four years, just over 9,000 shots of insulin, 15,000 pin pricks and 36 doctors appointments. Here I am. I'm a poet, a singer, a sister, a best friend, a daughter, a student, a girl, a diabetic. It's a part of me the same as anything else. And the pain is there, absolutely. But I have friends and family who are there ready to help me keep the pieces together. So that part of me that sets me apart from most, is the part that I cherish just as much, because without it, I wouln't be here, and I wouldn't be me.


Here's to everyone who made me live. I love you. Always.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

This Is How We Roll

So we're sitting around one night, and we were like "ok guys, well I gotta go cook dinner" "yeah same.." "me too..."

Then we all proved why we're university students....."Why don't we all make a party out of it?!"

DONE DEAL!!

Ladies and Gentlemen....start your elements and microwaves!


This is us. The family. We're the core part of all our lives right now. There for each other whenever, ready for any disaster - culinary or otherwise


COOKING FACEOFF

Yeah I'm cool (also sick as hell)


Ken...please put down that raw chicken, dinner'll be ready in 10 minutes


Annnnnnnnnnnnnd this is us more...naturally


Sunny, Myself, Kelly, and Kevin :)



I would be holding an insulin pen


FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD


tHE BIRTHDAY BOYS <3
Anyways, tomorrow we're heading downtown, then out for a birthday dinner like no other, then it's time for a killer saturday!

Monday, September 14, 2009

The Climb

This is a very quick post, I'm about to meet someone to go to comp sci, but before I do

I just wanted to say two things.

One; people are truly amazing. I mean I've been an optimist all my life, but with that are the constant diasapoointments and things of being let down - god knows it happens to me all the time - but I've still always tried to give people the benefit of the doubt, and it DOES pull off. I mean, for every 5 people who let you down, there's one who proves you right, which more than makes up for it. And I just wanted to say that.

Second.
My heart doesn't have a constant hurt anymore. I just wanted to say that.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Sudbury Life Week One

Howdy!

So I've officially lived in Sudbury for a week :O

Annnnnnd I love it more and more every day :)

I've had classes, gone out, stayed in, danced, made food, gone to the city, gone to the beach, all with people who I'm becoming closer and closer with every day <3 it's fantastic.

It's awesome because we don't lock our doors in Huntington, and mine is always open while I'm awake.

I'm going to get a Hermit crab with Ken and Maryse tomorrow!! :) Ken has 2 and I can't wait to get one, ugh they are ADORABLE




I got a mug with our national anthem on it!!!! <3 LOVE LOVE in both languages too :D



lmfao Yeah we're cool!


Legit Gangstahs right there hahahaha




sooooo beautiful!



don't know what's goin on here, but yeah






he THINKS he's cool





loooove







after shopping! waiting for the bus!


sucessful shopping day!!



Kelly ADORES this store




the Hypnotist last night ....bahahahahaha

My view on a perfect day
Ready for class! (actually, not really, I was almost late that morning hahahahahahaha)
Hope you're all well! More to come!
Peace, Love, Music

Friday, September 11, 2009

A Tour

The following is a tour made by me for everyone I care about to watch, its a tour of my journey here, and some other random fun haha, enjoy <3


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qz4OAoc8u9Q

Monday, September 7, 2009

My New Little World


HULLO FROM SUDBURY!

can you hear me? .....probably not. I'm pretty far from .....anyone.

BUT

I'm having a blast! I love it here, I'm in Huntington residence, and everyone here is amazing, our chants own the campus, and last night we were officially welcomed by all the seniors.

I've started calling this place home, which is really saying something, because it FEELS like home. This right here feels like where I'm supposed to be, and it's an amazingly warm sensation. Last night we had a ritual letting go of all our baggage, so we could start fresh up here, and it was afreeing experience, and together with the new friends I've made, we all hugged and cried and laughed together. It is a true unit here, and far exceeds anything I imagined. Anyway, here are the pictures from my first day, there are MANY more to come. Our rez has gone bowling, go carting, raiding, watched movies, played music, it's all amazing..

Welcome to our room! :O Awesomeness is on the other side

Mickey Mouse (from Disney World), Hamlet from Haliburton, and Jack the Ass from Ireland, 3 stuffed animals from three of the best places on earth. And of course my homemade blanket from Ella <3>
Lantern, and 2 of the world's best people, with me always. <3>






BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS!! the essential movies, cds and books that i require to survive. As well as over 9000 pounds of textbooks :



My ohsoOrganised desk. It looks better now, I promise.







My view from the window, isn't that friggin sweet?

MY BED!!!! it's like 3 feet off the ground and I adore it, even though I wake up with back pains every single day ;)



LADIES AND GENTLEMEN...THE WALL OF EPICNESS! everyone important to me is on that wall somewhere or somehow, be it Ales with the post cards, D-Rail through lyrics, or Sam through photos, you're all here with me



And Erin, of course, made SURE I can't do much without remembering that your heart is home. Love you, Kiddo.
That's all for now, I'm off to computer science - essential for being a teacher apparently -_____- but Canadian history pre-confed is AWESOME! So have a great afternoon, I'll be back soon!!
PeaceLoveMusic